Its Not Over Yet.

So, the saying goes -Its not over till the fat lady sings. Well, I say, its not over till the fat lady says. And I'm not done yet.

Its apparent that she isnt in love with this guy. And he is no competition for me. I dont mean to sound arrogant, but I know her, and we have something...

And we talked about some stuff... I think she's figuring out who she really is. Thanks to Christina. We had a conversation, I told her (a little bit) about Angel, and sent her a pic, she said that she thought Angel was beautiful and that she never woulda thought that she was a les. I sent her a pic of Jo too, she thought they were adorable and she wants "to keep them"... I told her she could meet them if she wanted, just take a road trip out to Van, cause I kinda want them to meet her too... and then she started talking about Christina. She was attracted to Christina. I asked her if she did anything with her, and she said that Christina said she was attracted to her too, but didn't feel right about the age gap... and that she had to fight the urge to kiss Court... She told me it kinda broke her heart. Sad. Its kinda funny that this didn't really make me jealous. She also said that she had wanted to tell me that for so long, but didn't know how i'd react... Silly girl, knows she can tell me anything, but I guess im doing a good job of keeping my cover...

I'm leaving soon, she ditched him to hang out with me. We went cruising, listened to music, went back to my house, watched some rugby, talked about stuff, I gave her a massage, we ended up cuddling on my couch, then over by my fireplace. Point for me. I win. She may be dating him, but she likes me more.

BUT ...I don't know how I feel about this whole thing.