This week has been really weird. She went back to Ontario to visit her mom. She doesn't like her mom, but doesn't want to disappoint her. She's been kinda depressed since she left. I've been texting her as much as I can, trying to be supportive... for the first couple of days I only got one word responses, if I got a response at all. Yesterday and today have been better... she called me today, we talked on the phone for almost an hour...
Anyway... this got me thinking, because of a few things she said, Im just gonna end up hurting her... that's all I can think about. I can't....
Ugh. I am working to be there for her, to be what she needs... but... as much as I want her now, i know that it won't last... I don't want to hurt her. I'll end up leaving her, just like everyone else.
Why do I do this?
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