So, today marks the end of the weird week... she is coming home today. And I'm going home too. And its kind of a call back to reality. I've been out in the mountains for the last little while, so... we were both away from home, away from our friends, family... we have had some deep conversations, and we have both said things...
I fooled myself onto thinking that it changed things. In my stupid head, I envisioned this new relationship between us, but thinking about it, it might just make thing weird. I'm actually kind of scared to see her. It was nice this week... just talking. I was there for her, and I'm pretty sure I was the only one... but now that she's home, things are just going to go back to the way it was. Which is probably best. I forgot about life. For the last week, all it has been is her. But it can't be like that. Ugh, this hurts. But its going to be the way it should be.
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